I don't even know which is my most self-indulgent tbh..... I shall make a short list. and then I shall give them a rating of self-indulgentness because some are mostly just because that is just how the world works works and only happens to be very fun for me.

• shes got horrible body issues after coming back because like. she was so so little and then next thing she knows she Isnt. this is a 2/10 I know how brains work . a large change in appearance always takes adjusting to and she is not on the mentally stable side.

• speaking of her coming back quite large she is not, never has been, and never will be, in possession of visible, defined abs. 0/10 yes I love a good belly but she would pass out so fast,,,,,,,, defined muscle is not functional muscle ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, i do not care that she is drawn with abs the artists don't know her like I do

• speaking of passing out she probably has pots and also heds. 6/10 this is projection but also you have seen the flexibility on that girl right? and ~80% of people with heds have pots so . I'm just going to say she does. and she just screams chronic pain to me. some characters just give chronic pain vibes. and she does. very very strongly.

• girl 10/10

ok I have a winner thank you for giving me an excuse to pretend I did not make a wall of text and then press enter a few times and add some ratings v_v